Heard the movie for a long time but didn't watch it before.

Today, my boss Grace has gone after being my boss for 2 years and 2 months exactly.

很多年前的今天是开学的日子, 这意味着美好的长假已经完结. 现在的今天, 已经没有了这么多特殊的意义, 要不是有人说起, 是绝对不会想到这是个曾经很有时代分隔的意义的.

工作着的时候, 就感觉是在搭车, 更多的时候是车载着你走, 别人挤着你去那个方向. 自己没有太多的选择. 想做一点自由的事情, 如果有时间.

OK 继续做事了.

　 　在我的意识里她总是和徐志摩扯不开干系，另外扯不开干系的是一个遥远而生僻的地方，就是李庄。在四川省宜宾市的上游，一个滨江小镇，八年抗战，她和她的 先生梁思成在那里勾留了六年之久。　　 徐志摩的家乡浙江海宁和林徽因的避难地宜宾李庄，我都去过，并且有意思的是，在那两个地方的两三天都是将雨未雨的天气，斯人已远，徒余近乎失落的空虚和惆 怅。我在徐志摩高拱的墓前想着那个在伦敦时期花样年华的林徽因；而在小镇李庄的梁宅门前则想着英年早逝的徐志摩。那种将雨未雨的空气里凝聚着沉重的水滴， 和凄伤的泪珠仿佛有着同样的质地。　　

　　2000年，我在老家看电视剧《人间四月天》，看到两个天造地设的人物在英伦的寓所中的执手无 语，生生觉得悲哀，是那种没有结果和无可奈何的悲哀，那样一种稠重的情感勾起当时正在美梦中晕眩的我莫名的激动，情感变得犹如一首超现实的诗歌一样脆弱。 一个旷世的女子和一个旷世的情痴相遇，大概注定是一出惊天动地的悲剧。　　

　　或许是都姓徐的缘故，自小我就对徐志摩这个人有无端的好感，觉得很亲，虽然他的东西都是浓得化不开的，虽然他有着朝三暮四的脾性，可是他对于这个叫徽徽的女子那一番拼将一生付寂寥的信念却又真实得叫人感叹。　　

　　也许正是由于那样一种无畏的情感过于真挚了，才老是在那另一个受众的心壁上留下了再无能为力抹去的影子，那影子是温馨的、清芬的，保有青春期忧郁的基调，是再也走不出去的永恒记忆。　　

　 　《人间四月天》是林徽因的一首小诗，那小诗的结尾写的是：“你是一树一树的花开，是燕 /在梁间呢喃/——你是爱，是暖， /是希望，你是人间的四月天！ ”还有个副标题：一句爱的赞颂。这通体散发着热量的句子还真当得上赞颂这两个字，是一种对于人生的颂扬，是一曲对于爱的礼赞。　　

　　我曾 经就轻哼着这样一个歌子，泪流满面，为了一些无疾而终的爱情，痛快地喊出来以便如同矫燕般在四月天里轻快的展翅飞远。可惜早夭的徐志摩听不见，那些温暖的 句子就那样散落四方，在岁月的长河中慢慢地被冲得一干二净，阴阳间隔，就只有爱这样一个概念化的东西在那里伴随月圆月缺。　　

　　1931年11月19日，徐志摩罹难于济南近郊党家庄，这个愉快起来快乐的翅膀可以碰到天的浪漫主义分子就那样一下子报废。那一年林徽因28岁，自那之后，林徽因就是另外一个林徽因了。　　

　 　我极赞同这样一个观点，她当然活着，一直活到1955年去世，可是在1931年她就已经死了，或者说是那个能够写“你是爱，是暖， 是希望，你是人间的四月天”的林徽因已不存在。虽然她依旧坚强地活着，背着建筑学的画夹东奔西走，活在遥远的宜宾李庄，活在百废待兴的首都北京，而那个花 样年华的林徽因已经死了。　　

　　这是一个进步，这也是一个倒退，是居家过日子的传统观念的胜利，也是虚无飘渺如同烟花的爱的沦亡。　　

　 　Arnold Bennett在小说《The Old Wiwes Tale》末几页有一段说辞：“最感动她心的是他曾经年轻过，渐渐的老了。他一生就是这么一回事。青春同壮年总是这么结局。什么事情都是这么结局。”这论 调实在是悲观极了，1931年以后，世间再无徐志摩理想中的林徽因，他们未曾看见彼此的“渐渐”，他们就已永别，如此而言，倒也是一件再幸运不过的事情。

Ton petit-d'ejeuner, et ma lettre
Sur la table, avec quelle fu es foute seule.
La nuit, c'est toujours la nuit ou tu lis la lettre.
Phrase par phrase.
Chacune est un momemt d'amour perdu.

Saturday, I bought one bed and one table from IKEA.

I took the London Taxi home with two friends.

I spent the whole night assembling the bed and finally finished at 12.

Sunday, I start to assemble the table right after getting up.

I bought one screw driver, but it was broken after i finished 1/5 of one table leg. A friend bought a stronger screw driver for me later. And I started to complete the whole 20 screws and finally finished.

Well, thanks to all friends. I spent a wonderful weekend since I got a new bed and a new desk.

(Was the writing a bit childish????:( )

Yeseterday, Sep 25th, is a great day in the history, since a consistent event happens through out the past 20 few years. AND it will continue to be that special event, being celebrated, being memorized and being special.

Happy birthday to Qi.

Last night was a decadent night as usual, simply because I watched 4 episodes of the West Wing, which finally, I finished watching all the six seasons.

Matthew Santos, an unknown congressman from nowhere is not the one, but the one who beat the popular candidate & present vice president Bob Russell as the Democratic nomination for the new presidency. His opponent would be Vinick, a strong and honorable Republican candidate. The two are all ideal contenders since they never, ever attack their opponents during the party nomination path.

Santos is not the role that I like, since he is kind of unwilling to accept Josh's advice, I would rather say it is Josh's campaign. He is the kind of person with too sharp characters, and too much showing off for his upright position.  Those roles usually cannot win the seat in the Oral Office. I saw Josh's tremendous efforts to bring him into the final election stadium from the new Hampshire. In stead, his vice present partner Leo McGarry is more comfortable of the center political operations.

The sadness about the whole show is, it is too long for us to wait for the end. I thought the season six would be an ending since it enters the last year for the Bartlett Administration. I thought the story would end there, however, there is another season 7 ongoing. They shot it in 2006 and now Amazon is open for pre-order. I read news from informal source that there would be season 8, otherwise it would be a never ending story again as friends and many other shows. Frankly, I even dislike Lost in the way that a simple air crash leads to too many intangible foolish stories.

The last thing that I want to mention about the show is that it seems the US vice president is always the role of too aggressive and too ambitious position. From John Hoydens to Bob Russell, it make me speculating the ending of Leo McGarry. Maybe it is too much, since he is kind of too old and too weak to be more ambitious.

The thing which I like him most is a sentence he said, "Serve the Nation". Maybe too many personal interests and attractiveness nowadays pushes thoese spiritual goals miles away. But in the end, what's the impact of us to the whole world, is important.

It is an apple age!

I had a time to tour the apple store at @Wheelock Orchard. It was not a good impression compared with the previous trip there. They moved the store into rear and not many show cases, what was worse, the ipod is that easy to get dirty. However I still bought a new ipod, those black one. It looks cool as i can imagine.

Not many days after i bought the ipod, I heard apple start to promote the fifth generation products, ranging from 80G ipod to the very cool/cute ipod shuffle. Well, need to admit that they are so attractive and i cannot say a no to them...

Seriously considering to adopt a new clip like shuffle. It looks so cool and cute. See the Pic from apple:

Wait till Oct:)

It has been a long long time since I 've not been here. These days I am quite enjoyable, everyday working and working...this weekend is a special one, since i didn't date anyone out, yet no one tries to date me out.

Last two weekends I needed to bring work home, and further more, I went out with friends in the weekend.  Things are strange such that when you are busy, you tend to be busier, and vice versa. I don't like the feeling of busy, and i also don't like the feeling of empty.

I worked out cubic equation's solution this weekend. It was first mentioned in 1500s, don't know why ppl were so smart at that time. Imagine there is no cubic equation, no relativity, no partial differential equations, what could happen? maybe the world would be totally different. Probably no cars, however, if got horses, i wont mind too much.

Without those advanced technology, I may be able to stay home with parents and do something more meaningful during my spare time. I tried to solve an algorithm problem in the weekend. In case you will be interested in it, I describe the question here:

There is a merge sort algorithm which always divides the input n number into floor(sqrt(n)) and n-floor(sqrt(n)) two portions. And we are asked to show the time complexity of this algorithm. I guess it is O(n log n), but somehow I cannot prove it since the recurrance involved is damn ugly.

I just saw some job advertisement and got attracted by those positions. However, I think i would stay and finish my first year of job instead of going to some other position. I believe if I stay, I would also performs. I just cannot adjust my mood...maybe the world is too attactive le bah.

I am going to sleep and tmr still got appointment at 10am. Buddies are going to the IT show, a nice chance to burn my money, haha. If I could find Ipod promotion, I guess i ll surely buy one for myself.

Life is like a box of chocolate, I try to taste whatever part that is sweet.:)

Nite Zzzz...Zzzz.....kiss nite everyone.